Perfect Blue

My College...

2009-04-10T20:18:03Z

So, today, someone was killed at my college, Henry Ford Community College... in my classroom, no less.

DEARBORN, Mich. – Two students were killed Friday in an apparent murder-suicide at a community college, police said.

The bodies of 28-year-old man and 20 year-old woman were discovered in a room at a Henry Ford Community College building after police responded to an emergency call of a gunshot on campus, said Dearborn Deputy Police Chief Gregg Brighton.

As officers entered the MacKenzie Fine Arts Center, they heard another gunshot, Brighton said.

The man used a shotgun to kill the woman and then turned the gun on himself, he said.

Brighton declined to release their names but said they took at least one class together, which had met earlier in the day Friday.

The school, which has about 17,000 commuter students, sent alerts through an e-mail and cell phone system and locked down the campus, said Marjorie Swan, Henry Ford's vice president/controller.

"Nothing like this has ever occurred on campus," Swan said.

She said the school west of Detroit wasn't as busy as usual because the shooting happened on Good Friday.

Christian Plonka, a 12-year-old who attends a theater program in the building, said he heard "one gunshot, and I saw someone getting pulled back into the room they were in."

Plonka and other students in the program ran into a parking lot at the adjacent University of Michigan-Dearborn campus, where they waited until police allowed them to leave.

Earlier Friday, a 19-year-old gunman wounded three people at a vocational training college in Athens, Greece, before killing himself, authorities said.

The shootings came a week after a man walked into the American Civic Association center in Binghamton, N.Y., and killed 14 people before turning the gun on himself.

Read this:

2007-04-25T15:51:51Z

http://www.nctexasbirds.com/images/hot_news.jpg

It's just too funny...

rosie_posie_860 @ 2007-01-04T16:14:00

2007-01-04T21:15:14Z

Ah. Another year, another fight with the financial aid people.

:p

2006-12-29T20:15:24Z

I'm bored. I really need to update in here and in hashishinahooka. Hashishinahooka is my main LJ, and I have no idea what to do with this one. I'll figure it out in the coming days. I should also have a new layout for both coming up soon.

So, just to update you on what's been going on:

-I'm a street teamer. I currently belong to Fueled By Ramen's street team. I'm going to join the Live Nation street team soon. I'm also looking to volunteer at Warped Tour. If anyone knows of any other music-related projects I could do, let me know.

-I'm going back to school on the 8th! I'm so excited. I changed my major. I am now a Communications and Graphic Design major. Hurray! I can't wait to be back in school. :D

-I met Gabe Saporta of Cobra Starship for the third time, and he remembered me. Yay!

-I quit my job about a month ago. My back started to get messed up, so I couldn't do it anymore. I'm currently looking for temp work.

-I am $9,756 in debt! Most of it is from student loans. All of my debt is in good standing though, and I don't have anything bad on my credit report. I don't know what my credit score is though. I need to find $116 by the 6th to pay a bill. That's the only bad thing. Everything else is just gravy.

-I have a few of my concerts for next year lined up. I'm still waiting for a few bands to post Michigan dates.

-Still single. Not really looking for a relationship. I'm too young to be stuck to someone. :)

Alright, that's all I can think of. Drop me a line. I miss you all. Yeah, even you.

Someone Somewhere Said Something to Spark Sympathy...

2006-11-03T01:29:00Z

I am the luckiest person on Earth. Sorry to the rest of you. No one can be as lucky as I am. I'm having the time of my life right now, and I couldn't be happier.

I decided to update in here because I wanted to gloat. Haha, sorry.

I'm going to see The Blood Brothers this Saturday.

I can't wait until The Academy Is... comes to Detroit. Someone is going to have to stop from molesting Becky.

Yeah, um... one of my patients at work is catching my attention. He has the prettiest green eyes ever. He's not all that cute, but his eyes + his extreme geekiness has got me going. He's 30ish, I think. He's a network administator (sp?), and he likes anime. The only thing is he NEVER stops talking. Man, he talks the whole time I'm giving him a massage. Most of the other patients are half asleep. Not this guy. It was funny though, he didn't even know what a massage was. I'm sooooo serious. When he told me, I laughed after he left the room. Let's see. Oh yeah, he did say something that was pretty damn hot the other day. I asked him (like I do all the patients) if I was applying to much pressure. He said, "It's alright. I do well with pain." He didn't say it exactly like it, and it was hotter out his mouth than it is when I write. I'm not even sure he meant anything by it. I just thought it was hot.

Anyways, I'm not doing much else right now. I'm going back to school in January. I'm trying to go to at least one concert a month. This month is The Blood Brothers. Next month is The Hush Sound. Can't wait to see what January will bring!

Umm... that's all.

Oh yeah, mom was trying to set me up with my brother's friend. And my grandmother thinks I'm a lesbian. lol.

Upcoming Concerts...

2006-09-25T18:07:34Z

I got to remember the dates for all the upcoming shows:

October 18, 2006: I Am The Avalanche @ Magic Stick ($11)
October 22, 2006: Cobra Starship @ State Theatre (already paid for: $34)
November 4, 2006: The Blood Brothers @ Majestic Theatre($11)

I'm not going to see Electric Six because they're coming on the 4th of November. Curse you, Aquascum!

Grace and I are only going to the We Are the Universe concert to see Cobra Starship. Yep, we're shelling out $34.05 each just to see one band. I mean, she wants to see Head Automatica too, but if it weren't for CS, we wouldn't even bother.

Okay, that's all I can find for right now.

rosie_posie_860 @ 2006-09-22T17:00:00

2006-09-22T21:06:27Z

I forgot to do this. I have a few videos for all of you to watch.

Cobra Starship feat. The Sounds, The Academy is... (William Beckett, my lover), and Gym Class Heroes:

Gym Class Heroes "Papercut"

That's all for now. I still wish William Beckett would show up. If he does, I will cream my pants.

Too lazy to sign into hashishinahooka (my new journal that some of you still haven't added)

2006-09-19T20:26:01Z

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

I think I'll ban seraphito from answering #19. Yeah...

Posted in this journal on purpose!!!!

2006-09-19T19:34:23Z

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!1111111oneoneoneoneoneoneoneononeeleventyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, my computer has been acting up all day. Well, I had to take the battery out and unplug it twice to get it to stop freezing, and the unthinkable happened! I LOST ALL MY BOOKMARKS IN MOZILLA. *cries* I really needed them! I don't even remember all the links that I had. Now, I have to go find them all over again. This is hell. My computer also smells like burnt rubber. I turned it off earlier, but my computer was frozen, so it didn't turn off. I put it into my backpack, and when I got back from my walk I noticed it was still on. It was fucking burning! I think my precious is starting to get old!

rosie_posie_860 @ 2006-09-14T16:40:00

2006-09-14T20:56:22Z

Tagged by kouri_shien

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. If I ever Fall in Love Again - Boyz II Men
2. Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake (Yeah, I know. I'm ashamed)
3. Devotion and Desire - Bayside
4. Viva La White Girl - Gym Class Heroes (still trying to ignore the fact he's singing about White girls)
5. Scandalous Scholastics - Gym Class Heroes
6.
7.

That's all I can think of now.

OMG!!!! OMG!!!! OMG!!!! Cobra Starship is playing with Gym Class Heroes. I'm going to see William!!!!! God, I hope Travis starts groping William again. *drools*

Updating here because it needs to be read

2006-08-08T21:31:51Z

I'm really starting to hate people. Yes, I am. It seems today is just bigotry-filled.

http://www.minutemansalsa.com/default.html

"Patriotic salsa" How about this? Stop appropriating Mexican culture in the first place? Don't like Mexicans? Don't eat their food. I don't give a flying fuck where it was made.

http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1809424704/details

Because, you know, all Mexicans do is party, get pregnant, and join gangs. This lovely movie was brought to you by a bunch of White people:

Directors
Richard Glatzer Director
Wash Westmorland Director

Writers
Richard Glatzer Screenplay
Wash Westmorland Screenplay

I may not be Mexican, but I really do get upset about this stuff because these stereotypes affect all of us Latinos. In fact, to many people in this country, Hispanic = Mexican. Over and over again, I hear people say, "She was speaking Mexican." MEXICAN is not a langauge. Spanish didn't even come from Mexico. Spanish came from SPAIN.

Oh, and my last being Hernandez does not make me a Mexican. Stop calling me one. You can easily ask, "Are you Latino?" Stop using Mexican as a placeholder for Latino/Hispanic. It's not that hard. In face, they all have the same amount of syllables.

Next time you think it's okay to talk about how Mexicans have a lot of kids in front of me, don't be surprised if I don't talk to you ever again. Again, that's a stereotype that is forced on all Latinos.

Oh, and I'm not talking to anyone on my flist. I'm more or less talking to people I know IRL who will never read this.

I wish this was all I had to say. It goes so much deeper than this...

Just a reminder...

2006-07-31T17:22:46Z

I am switching over to a new account: hashishinahooka. I will not be writing in this journal anymore. If you still want to read my journal, add the new one. I repeat, I will NOT be writing in this journal anymore. Thanks.

Hmm...

2006-07-27T01:40:19Z

Recommend a book for me to read. I'm itching to take something out of the library, but I have no idea what I want to read.

Edit@9:50pm: I wish I could go home now. I'm pretty damn hungry, and I'm a bit worn out. Too bad the bus doesn't come until 10:30. I need to get out of the library though. It's kind of boring to just sit here.

An observation

2006-07-27T00:17:12Z

Sex and Cuban music is a good mix.

I'm in the mood for Kinky

2006-07-26T19:06:51Z

Fuddlesticks! YouTube only has three videos by Kinky, and they are of poor quality. I went to a fansite, and I need a plugin to play the video. Crappola. Ah, forget it.

I'll go look at something else instead.

OMG, I found the Macarron Chacarron video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yg0cvO09jsM. It turns out the song is by the band El Mudo. Ohhhh.

Then, of course, I remembered that my dad had a thing for the Chacon sisters. Or at least that's what my mom tells me. There's some things you'd rather not know about your parents. This:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1LIIemEI-s

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iris_Chacon

is one of them. My dad liked Lourdes, but there's nothing about her on the interwebs. In terms of culo, J. Lo has nothing on Iris. I mean that thing is not human. O.o... I can't believe this was a TV show... Umm...
ok.

Edit: 38-26-48. That's all I have to say.

Turning a new leaf...

2006-07-26T16:07:57Z

So I'm sick of being Rosie_Posie_860. I'm getting a new journal. I mean it this time. I think I am going to change my username to blameitonbadluck after the Bayside song. In fact, I will.

I am also doing a Friends Cut. If you want to stay on my flist, add me at my new LJ name. I may add a few of you on my own because I know you're not on LJ a lot, and therefore, may not see this post.

Some updates on my other journals. Today, I am going to post some of my free-writes on my writing journal. That poor journal hasn't seen any action in months. It's sad really.

majnoona_luna really needs some work. I'm going to have to find a better strategy posting in that journal.

You know what's fun about changing my username? I get to make a new layout and new icons! Hoorah for me.

I haven't made a layout in a while. I'm thinking about making my new LJ friends-only, so I can make a Friends Only banner too. Ooo...ahhh. I feel stupid doing that, but I figure that way, I can keep track of who I add and when because I've forgotten how I met a lot of you.

Edit@12:15pm Okay, so blameitonbadluck is too long and blameitonbadluc is already taken. I decided on hashishinahooka! That'll probably confuse a lot of folks. It comes from my saying: holy hashish in a hookah, which comes from a freewrite I did.

You know what? I'm getting the urge to delete my other two journals and get new names for those two. Hmm...Okay then, I will! I'll get a new writing journal! I'm not going to get a new one for maj lun or will I? I don't know. Lemmee think about that one.

I knew it...

2006-07-26T01:52:19Z

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Anything for Selenas

2006-07-26T00:40:25Z

Ah shit, I just accepted a loan I didn't want. I've gotta talk to the FinAid department about this. I do NOT need $13,954. Oh boi.

The library didn't have Selena. Nooo. I need to see that movie again. I haven't seen it in forever. How can I be more Mexican than the Mexicans without watching Selena a hundred gazilion times? UGL, you are crimping my style (haha, isn't about time someone tried to bring that back?).

Speaking of St. Selena, I think Nereida and I should go as Lida and Melina for Halloween (um...we should make plans to actually go somewhere first). If you are saying, "WTFBBQ" right now, then you should go HERE, and watch the video. Nereida is Lida, the White one. I am Melina, the Black one with the big tetas (so true to life, except neither of us talk like that, dress like that, or act like that)

We just need someone to be "That Skanky Slut" Rosa.

HAHAHAHAHA! Teta mic. I miss those skits. Nereida and I used to do Lida and Melina impressions. We did Stewart ones too. Those were the days.

rosie_posie_860 @ 2006-07-25T17:17:00

2006-07-25T21:17:32Z

I have way too much time on my hands.

I love my life sometimes

2006-07-25T18:59:59Z

getoffmyspace makes LOL:

About me:
I need a woman that will like to go for tractor rides. I am a open minded man and I am very experienced in wonders of things from building homes to building super modified tractors. I need a woman that will bring me my beer and have sex with me when I want it. I want to have sex a lot. I want to have sex on my tractor. I love kids. I am a proud parent of 12 year old son who's name is Edith, I named him after his mother, Edith Gean. He is just like his daddy, loves to ride a good chuggin' tractor. I like to smoke barbecue and watch the stars at night. I love the water, I'll drive my tractor through that pond over there. I want a sexy wife who's into the occult...and likes tractors.

Who I'd like to meet:
I wanna meet a woman that love's tractors!!!

Ah, I love white trash. They give me a warm feeling in my heart.

Holy Hashish in a Hookah...

2006-07-25T18:27:18Z

Dudes, I was so totally stalked by a guy on a bicycle yesterday. It was creepy. I was looking around for somewhere I could charge my computer, and this guy comes out of nowhere and starts following me around. He kept asking me a whole lot questions like where was I going, where I lived, what my name was, and if he could have my number. I couldn't get this dude to go away. At one point, he pointed to Linsell House and said there was an outlet out there. Crazy Stalker Guy Translation: I think that's the perfect place to rape you. There is no damn outlet there. I just gave him a shit reason why that wouldn't work. Then, I told him to stop following me. He asked me why I thought he was following me. Um...because everywhere I go, you're right there. He said he wasn't following me. So, here's my question: If a girl accuses you of stalking her, what do you do? You go about your business, right? WRONG. This dude kept following me and talking to me. I eventually got rid of him, but the mofo creeped me out. You wanna know what makes the whole thing really scary? He doesn't even go to Wayne State! He goes to WCCCD!

Man, I had some really important stuff to say, but I forgot a lot of it.

Well, after I was stalked, I got a Slipknot song stuck in my head. The song is about, well, a stalker. Then, I remembered that I really enjoy Slipknot songs about stalkers. So yeah, when I get home, I'm definitely listening to them, even if I'm not listening to 'Knot right now.

In fact, I think I'll make a Stalker Mix. Yeah, I actually have enough songs about stalking/raping to make a mix. That sort of scares me now. I have three by Slipknot. One by Stone Sour. One by 40 Below Summer. One by Cradle of Filth (not so much a stalking song as a kidnapping/raping/killing/necrophilia song). That gives me six songs...
I wonder if this library has the movie The Collector...

They do...sweet. I'm checking that out. I'm also checking out Selena. Hey, Selena had a stalker too. I just remembered that.

See, this is how my mind works. Something happens, and I get stuck on a theme. Okay, I really need to stop talking about stalkers. Let's move on, shall we?

I got an e-mail from Tania five minutes ago. That made me happy because I haven't talked to her in about a month. I told her to let me know when I can call her. I'm still obsessed with finding out when the house in Mexico is going to be ready. I am so going down to Mexico with them when it's finished. I might end up staying. Okay, they probably won't let me stay. Oh, yeah, the water...

God, I love Detroit!

2006-07-25T03:17:57Z

Okay, so there's a couple next to me on the bench, and they keep kissing each other.

Across the street, there's a man yelling at his woman while she yells, "I'm sorry." She even ran from him...

Why do I always run into this stuff?

Okay, now, I'm confused. The fighting couple ended up cuddling, but she's calling him a bitch...I think. Isn't love grand?

Something to pass the time:

2006-07-24T23:43:49Z

A relationship meme that no one will read. YAY!

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. A job
2. A man
3. A new computer
4. A puppy

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. I
2. AM
3. ALLERGIC
4. TO EVERYTHING, but Lavender's cool.

Name Four Things You Did Today:
1. Free-wrote
2. took care of some business
3. came online (not in a dirty way)
4. Got scared b/c I was checking out a community, and I saw penis, and I didn't want to see penis at that moment. The penis was hard too. And the guy was playing with his penis. Then, as I was exiting the community, I saw boobies, and I really didn't want to see those. Dirty communities...

What is your current relationship status?
Single and hating it

What is your sexual orientation?
Straight

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life?
Creative, artistic people who make me laugh (aka people like me because I am so in love with myself)

What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
Curly hair (or long dark hair), beautiful eyes, umm...it really depends on the whole package.

What kind of fashion-sense attracts you?
I love a man in a suit.

What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate?
It really depends, but God, I love curly 'fros.

What is the usual age range you look at?
My age and older. Okay, my cut-off age is 45.

What traits turn you off?
Republican tendencies

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
Monogamous

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
Yeah

If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
Sadly, yes

What are the positive points about being single?
Um, not having to spend hours talking on the phone about meaningless crap just because you don't want to be rude and hang up

What are the negative points about being single?
Feeling like no one cares about you. Oh, and the no sex thing sort of sucks too.

When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship?
Yeah

How well do you handle rejection?
I avoid rejection

Do you miss your last sweetie?
Umm...I don't even know who to consider my last sweetie.

Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you?
Neither one is working for me.

What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?
Umm...I guess 4 years. Jerone and I were together from preschool to 3rd grade. Cute?

The shortest?
Umm...I'd say a couple of days because Ray and I ended before we could even really get together.

Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
Balance

Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment?
Not really.

When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future?
Probably the future because I like thinking about the future.

How do you prefer to handle disagreements?
Arguing until I realize I'm not getting my way. Then, I just give up.

How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why?
Ummm...I don't have a mate.

Do you have a crush right now? Do they know?
Maybe. To be honest, I don't really know.

What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush?
A few years

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
Yes, after the crush was over.

Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
Just my closest friends.

Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
See, people don't get crushes on me.

How do you feel about long-distance relationships?
I haven't heard anything good about them.

Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them?
Yes

Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
It depends on how good a father he is.

What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship?
Depends:

1. If I think he'd be a good dad, I'd tell him and see what happens.
2. If he has no interest in being a dad/he'd be a terrible dad, I would probably never tell him and raise the kid on my own.

But it's not black and white, there is some grey area in there.

Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married?
It depends.

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility?
Big. I'd probably never date a Protestant.

How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity?
Big. I'd prefer to date another Latino because I want my kids to be Latino.

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you?
That depends on your definition of intelligence. Creative intelligence is most important to me.

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you?
Very!

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
Goofiness

What was your first kiss like?
And here's where everyone finds out I'm a loser that has never been kissed. But no one is reading this, so my secret is safe.

What part of a person's body do you find most attractive?
Eyes and hair

What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to?
Same as above

How important are the looks of a mate's face to you?
I am not going to lie: It's very important. That's not to say I can't look past it if I really like someone, but it is important.

How important are the looks of a mate's body to you?
Same as above.

When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
I'll get back to you on that one.

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with?
No

Were you single at the time?
umm....

What are your ticklish areas?
The roof of my mouth and my lips

What do you most like about making out?
Ummm... it has an odd name that makes no sense to me?

Are you a virgin?
More loser points: Yes

If not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one?

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
I have a feeling I'll be one until I'm like 80 years old. And, I didn't really lose my virginity. I just died before I could.

Have you ever had sex with someone you loved?
No

Have you ever turned down an offer for sex?
Everytime I get mistaken for a prostitute...(I don't even dress like one. I was wearing my school uniform and a backpack and someone thought I was a prostitute)

How much do you think sex changes a relationship?
I don't know

On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness?
-20

On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest]
How do you feel about casual sex?
I really have no idea.

Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable?
no

Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love?
No

Do you believe in love?
I don't know.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, that's called lust.

Has someone ever told you they loved you?
No, the closest I ever got was, "Hey, you gonna let me suck on them big titties?" I wish I was kidding you.

Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
No

Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it?
No

Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
monogamous

Have you ever been married?
No

How do you feel about marriage?
Neutral.

If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot?
Nah, I see myself living in sin because it never crosses my mind to marry the guy (and it doesn't cross his either). Again, I wish I was kidding.

Do you plan on having children someday?
Yeah

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes

Have you ever been dumped?
I was dumped in the 3rd grade. How sad is that?

Have you ever dumped someone?
No

Have you ever mutually broken up with someone?
No

Has a romantic companion ever made you cry?
"Romantic companion"? George Dubya Ta Eff is up with that crappy phrase?

Have you ever made a romantic companion cry?
No

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
Yes

Have you ever been unfaithful?
No

Have you ever been cheated on?
No

Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up?
Yeah, never "keep doing this shit" even though you have no idea what shit you're doing that made him so upset in the first place.

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up?
No

Did it work?

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface?
I don't know, and I don't care.

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward?
I've never broken up with anyone, and I am tired of questions about breaking up.

Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies?
Same as above

If so, did you ever made amends?
Same as above

Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch?
Same as above

Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
No

Were you afraid to do so?
I'd be afraid if I ever ran into Ray again. I'd probably want to kill myself...

Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them?
There's a word for that: stalking

If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel?
Umm, I've never loved anyone, so I don't know. Don't I sound bitter?

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone?
No

Wow, my love life is so depressing. I think I'll jump off the edge of my seat. I also realized that I am a bitter, sarcasting old woman trapped in a 19 year old's body.

Edit @ 10:04PM: Well, I guess I'm going home now. I've never been so bored of the interwebs. ;_;

Real Women Have Curves

2006-07-24T19:31:49Z

Okay, so I think it's a good idea to keep all phallic shaped food away from me. Saturday, I discovered that I can almost get a whole bratwurst in my mouth. I had about an inch left over. Bananas don't work because the curve in them is so deep. Why do I feel the need to do this? Rosa has a little too much time on her hands.

Just a thought: Why do older men ask me, "Where's you man at?" His name is Stu and I carry him around in my backpack. Care to say, "Hi"? What kind of question is that? I wouldn't know how to answer that question if I had a man. It's a really stupid question if you ask me.

I watched Miss Universe last night. Yeah, I know. There's was nothing else on, and it intrigued me. I am really pissed that Miss Trinidad and Tobago did not win. She is so gorgeous. I wish I was her. In fact, I want to go get a tan, so I can have skin as dark as hers. It's so gorgeous. I hate my uneven skin tone. Hers is just perfect. She's perfect. If I was gay or a straight man, I'd marry this woman.

Miss Ethopia was gorgeous too, but she didn't even make it to the top 10. Bastards don't know beauty when they see it.

And Miss Puerto Rico? Hell No. Japan was waaaaaaaaaaaay better than her. PR was a toothpick. Seriously, the Asian girls had more curves than her.

And USA and Sweden making the top 5. Ewww.

I can't believe this pageant made me so angry. I didn't even intend to watch it, and I'm getting all upset over it.

Free-writing is fun. I've been free-writing the last couple of days, and I am enjoying it. It just feels good to be writing again, even if what I am writing makes no sense at all.

Edit @ 4:21pm Oh yeah, I have something to add: When I have kids, they will speak Spanish. They will be proud to be Latino, and if that scares teh white ppl, even better.

So, I'm in a very open and honest mood, so:

Ask me anything, and I will give you an open and honest answer. There are no limits. Ask me as many questions as you'd like about anything you'd like. I don't care. I'm bored, and I figure this might provide some form of entertainment.

Oye!

2006-07-21T05:14:28Z

Okay, I forgot to post this. I was talking to Grace last week, and I happened to mention that seraphito was from Arizona. Grace says to me, "Why are there Mexicans in Arizona?" Grace lost about 20 Mexican cards for that one.

So what's up?

I'm bored.

And a bit lonely.

Hung out with Grace like I do every Thursday. Hex killed off its lead character!! I was shocked.

And yeah, I'm lonely.

Did I mention I was lonely?

In case you didn't catch that, I'm lonely?

Did you hear me when I said I was lonely?

Oh yeah, I forgot! I'm lonely.

I've got so much to take care of this year. I need a job. I need to get in shape.

I'm really going to work on the getting on shape thing. I can do better than I am. I just gotta work hard, and I'll be fine (in more ways than one)